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REAL TALK ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH, PSYCHEDELIC-ASSISTED THERAPY, PSYCHIATRY, AND THE MESSY — AND BEAUTIFUL — WORK OF HEALING. JOIN US FOR INSIGHTS AND MUSING FROM THE THERAPY ROOM AND BEYOND.
Honoring Indigenous Wisdom: The Roots of Psychedelic-Assisted Therapy
Tomorrow is Indigenous Peoples' Day, a time to recognize and honor the enduring contributions, resilience, and wisdom of Indigenous communities. As someone who works in psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy, I feel a deep responsibility to acknowledge a truth that is too often overlooked: the healing practices we now call "psychedelic therapy" are not new innovations. They are the continuation of Indigenous knowledge systems that have existed for thousands of years.
Long before Western medicine "discovered" the therapeutic potential of psychedelic compounds, Indigenous communities had developed sophisticated healing traditions centered around sacred plant medicines. The protocols we use in modern psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy—concepts like set and setting, preparation and integration, the importance of a supportive guide—these ideas come directly from Indigenous knowledge. We have simply given them new names.
As psychedelic medicines move into clinical settings, we risk stripping these practices of the cultural context that makes them healing in the first place. On this Indigenous Peoples' Day, I want to reflect on what we owe to these cultures, what we risk losing when we disconnect medicines from their origins, and how we can move forward with greater respect and reciprocity.
Why One Size Doesn’t Fit All: Customized Ketamine Therapy in RALEIGH, DURHAM, and CHAPEL HILL, NC
Discover truly personalized ketamine therapy in Chapel Hill, Raleigh, and Durham, NC. Canto Integrative Psychiatry is the triangle’s only ketamine-focused clinic that offers four routes of administration—oral, intranasal, subcutaneous, and intramuscular—with flexible scheduling and transparent 15-minute billing. Our MAPS-certified clinicians provide comprehensive preparation, therapy, and integration support. Compare routes, understand your options, and find customized treatment for depression, PTSD, and anxiety.
FINDING MY SONG — The STORY BEHIND CANTO’S NAME AND WHY IT MATTERS
Why would an emergency medicine and oncology PA choose to specialize in ketamine therapy? And what does the name "Canto" have to do with it?
In this deeply personal essay, I share the unexpected journey that led me from the chaos of the ER and the gravity of oncology to the intentional, transformative space of ketamine-assisted psychotherapy. My background in emergency medicine taught me to prioritize safety protocols and respond to acute medical situations—essential skills when working with ketamine, which isn't without risks. Oncology taught me how to sit with suffering, hold space for difficult emotions, and bear witness to people in their darkest moments.
But after years in academic medicine, I found myself burned out, depressed, and reduced to 15-minute appointments and MyChart messages. I had lost my voice in a system that prioritized productivity over humanity.
"Canto" comes from the Latin word meaning "I sing"—a first-person declaration of reclaiming that voice. It also refers to a verse in a longer poem, perfectly mirroring how each ketamine session is a step in a larger healing journey.
This is the story of how I walked away from corporate medicine to create something authentic, meaningful, and mine. This is my song.
FINDING JOY AS A FORM OF RESISTANCE
"Joy is a form of resistance." Those five words from a young activist stopped me in my tracks this week, challenging what I thought I knew about activism, guilt, and wellbeing.
In a world that often equates suffering with virtue and busyness with worth, the idea of actively seeking joy can feel selfish or naive. But what if choosing joy—especially when everything feels heavy—is actually a radical act?
This isn't about toxic positivity or pretending problems don't exist. It's about understanding that systems of oppression, whether societal or internal ones created by mental illness, thrive on keeping people depleted and hopeless. When you deliberately seek what brings you alive, you're asserting that your wellbeing matters.
From a clinical perspective, positive emotions don't just feel good—they literally change your brain, creating upward spirals of resilience and connection. For those dealing with depression or anxiety, joy isn't a luxury you can't afford; it's fuel that allows you to keep going.
Maybe what we need most is permission to feel good without justification, to prioritize our wellbeing without guilt. In a world that profits from your anxiety, choosing joy isn't just self-care—it's defiance.
THE WOMEN’S HEALTH CRISIS WE DON’T TALK ABOUT ENOUGH
One woman dies every 80 seconds from cardiovascular disease. Not because these deaths are inevitable, but because women's symptoms are often dismissed, misunderstood, or diagnosed years later than they would be in men.
This reflects a much larger problem that affects every woman who has ever felt unheard in a doctor's office, every woman whose pain was attributed to stress without further investigation, and every woman who has been told her symptoms are "normal" when they decidedly don't feel normal to her.
Here's something that might surprise you: from the air conditioning in your office to crash test dummies that test car safety, the world is designed around male bodies as the default. In medical research, this has dangerous consequences. Women are twice as likely to experience depression, insomnia, and PTSD. They're four times more likely to develop autoimmune conditions. Across 770 different diseases, women receive their diagnosis an average of four years later than men.
The challenges become particularly acute for women over 35. Brain aging begins at 40 for women specifically—stress reduces total brain volume in women during their forties in ways that simply don't occur in men at the same age. Perimenopause represents the greatest risk period for suicide attempts in women, yet 73-75% of women don't receive the perimenopause treatment they need.
In my work providing ketamine-assisted psychotherapy, I see how these systemic healthcare gaps affect women's mental health. Many arrive having spent years with inadequately treated depression or anxiety, often because the hormonal and physiological factors contributing to their symptoms were never properly addressed.
Women seeking mental health treatment frequently carry the additional burden of having navigated a healthcare system that hasn't always taken their concerns seriously. They may have been told their symptoms were "just stress" or "just hormones" without receiving the comprehensive evaluation they deserved.
Understanding these disparities isn't about becoming discouraged with the healthcare system—it's about empowering yourself to advocate for the care you deserve. Trust your instincts about your own body and wellbeing. If something doesn't feel right, keep asking questions until you find providers who take your concerns seriously.
Your symptoms matter. Your experience matters. And finding the right care shouldn't require you to minimize your own expertise about what's happening in your body.
WHAT IS KETAMINE THERAPY? UNDERSTANDING THE SCIENCE AND REALITY BEHIND THE HOPE
Considering Ketamine Therapy in the Triangle? Here's What You Need to Know
If you're struggling with treatment-resistant depression, anxiety, or PTSD in the Triangle area, you've probably heard about ketamine therapy as a promising new treatment option. But what does ketamine therapy actually involve, and what can you realistically expect from this innovative approach to mental health care?
In our latest blog post, we break down the reality behind the hope surrounding ketamine treatment. From the comprehensive medical clearance process to the importance of integration work, we'll walk you through exactly what ketamine therapy entails—and why it's much more than just receiving an infusion or nasal spray.
Learn why we describe ketamine as "therapy on steroids," discover the complete treatment process from preparation to integration, and find out whether this FDA-approved treatment might be right for your mental health journey. Most importantly, we'll help you set realistic expectations about this powerful tool that's helping patients in Chapel Hill, NC find relief when traditional treatments haven't worked.
What the Water Gave Me
A month into opening my ketamine therapy practice, 12 inches of floodwater swept through my office space. What started as devastation became an unexpected lesson in resilience, community, and the true foundations of healing work.
Sometimes our most profound discoveries emerge not from perfect conditions, but from learning to stay open when everything feels like it's falling apart. This is the story of how a disaster taught me what really matters in therapeutic space—and why the most important element isn't the furniture or artwork, but our willingness to show up authentically with whatever arises.
A reflection on set and setting, asking for help, and discovering that floods can fill us with unexpected gifts even as they sweep away what we thought we needed.
Ketamine Therapy for Trichotillomania: Breaking Free from Compulsive Hair Pulling When Traditional Treatments Haven't Worked
Struggling with compulsive hair pulling that traditional treatments haven't helped? Trichotillomania affects millions, causing shame and frustration when urges feel impossible to resist. Our Chapel Hill, NC practice offers innovative ketamine-assisted psychotherapy for treatment-resistant trichotillomania.
Ketamine therapy may help by interrupting automatic pulling patterns, reducing urge intensity, and enhancing self-awareness of behaviors that typically occur unconsciously. While research is emerging, early clinical experience suggests ketamine's neuroplasticity effects could support developing healthier coping mechanisms for managing this complex condition.
If you've tried therapy, medications, and habit reversal techniques without adequate improvement, ketamine therapy might offer additional support in breaking free from compulsive pulling patterns.
Beyond the False Dichotomy: When Science Meets the Sacred in Mental Health Care
Early in my career, I was fortunate to train under an exceptional physician mentor who owned several radiation oncology practices. His waiting rooms each featured a community bulletin board where local practitioners could advertise their services. One day, I noticed a flyer for a woman offering sound healing classes, complete with singing bowls and promises of vibrational therapy.
Being a young, white-coat-wearing, scientifically-minded trainee, I couldn't resist making a salty, sarcastic comment about how perhaps this woman's sound bowls might cure someone's cancer. My mentor turned around slowly, looked at me with his characteristic even gaze, and said something that fundamentally changed how I approach patient care:
"If it doesn't hurt, it may just help."
Those eight words dismantled years of rigid thinking about what constitutes "real" medicine and opened my mind to a more nuanced understanding of healing—one that would prove invaluable in my current practice providing ketamine-assisted psychotherapy in Chapel Hill, NC.
Those eight words dismantled my rigid thinking about what constitutes "real" medicine and opened my mind to a more nuanced understanding of healing—one that's proven invaluable in my ketamine therapy practice today.
In healthcare, we've created a false dichotomy between evidence-based medicine and what many dismiss as "woo." But here's the truth my mentor understood: crystals exist in the very same world that clinical trials do. They're not in competition—they're both part of the complex landscape of human healing.
I am aware of exactly zero peer-reviewed studies proving selenite clears chakras. But I'm also very much aware of how holding a piece of selenite can profoundly ground someone who believes it does. The mechanism isn't the crystal itself—it's the complex interplay of belief, ritual, and our capacity for self-regulation. But either way — the healing is real.
In my latest blog post, I explore how we can be simultaneously committed to rigorous science while remaining open to the mystery of human healing—especially relevant in ketamine-assisted psychotherapy, where we're already working at the intersection of cutting-edge neuroscience and ancient practices involving altered consciousness and meaning-making.
SUBCUTANEOUS (SC) KETAMINE THERAPY: A NEW OPTION & APPROACH TO TREATMENT-RESISTANT DEPRESSION
Explore our latest advancement in ketamine therapy - subcutaneous ketamine-assisted psychotherapy - now helping teens and adults in Chapel Hill, Durham, and across the Triangle overcome treatment-resistant depression, anxiety, and trauma. With four delivery methods available - oral, intranasal, subcutaneous, and intramuscular - we can fully customize your ketamine treatment to achieve optimal results.
WHAT TO EXPECT: SIDE EFFECTS OF KETAMINE THERAPY
Considering ketamine therapy? Learn about some of the side effects you might experience during and after your sessions. This brief guide walks you through what to expect, how our team keeps you comfortable, and when to reach out for support. Most side effects are mild and temporary, and we're here to help you feel prepared and confident on your healing journey.
UNDERSTANDING KETAMINE THERAPY: A GENTLE PATH TO HEALING
Ketamine therapy is an innovative mental health treatment that works by helping your brain create new neural pathways. Used safely in medical settings for decades, ketamine offers hope when other treatments haven't provided relief. This gentle approach allows you to access deeper healing while remaining conscious and supported throughout your session, creating lasting positive changes in how you think and feel.
THE BEAUTIFUL PARADOX OF GROUP HEALING: WHY WHAT SCARES YOU MOST MIGHT BE WHAT HEALS YOU
The beautiful paradox of group healing is this: what scares you most might be exactly what heals you. Those fears about being vulnerable in front of strangers while on ketamine? Everyone in our groups has had those exact thoughts. But when you realize that your struggles aren't unique character flaws but shared human experiences, something profound shifts. The very fear you have about being seen and known by others might be pointing you toward what you need most: authentic connection with people who truly understand your journey.
WHY WE DON’T ASK FOR OR RESPOND TO GOOGLE REVIEWS (…AND WHY THAT’S ACTUALLY BETTER FOR YOU)
Mental health treatment carries unique privacy considerations that make traditional reviews problematic. When someone is in the vulnerable state that ketamine therapy requires, reducing profound therapeutic moments to star ratings feels insufficient. Your healing journey is too personal to be distilled into online ratings—and your privacy should never be compromised for digital reputation.
BEYOND THE IV: WHY KETAMINE ASSISTED PSYCHOTHERAPY OFFERS A SUPERIOR HEALING EXPERIENCE
When people hear 'ketamine therapy,' many immediately think of IV infusion centers. But here's what they don't tell you: the route of administration matters far less than the therapeutic environment and professional support surrounding your treatment. The real difference isn't in how the medication is delivered—it's in everything that happens around it. Ketamine assisted psychotherapy offers something fundamentally different: skilled guidance, intentional healing environments, and the kind of integration support that creates lasting change rather than temporary relief
Ketamine Therapy for Couples: Deepening Connection and Healing Together When Traditional Approaches Haven't Been Enough
Traditional couples therapy sometimes falls short when partners are too defensive, emotionally shut down, or trapped in rigid patterns to access genuine vulnerability. Ketamine-assisted couples therapy offers a unique solution: the medication temporarily reduces defensiveness while enhancing empathy and emotional openness, creating space for the kind of authentic communication that transforms relationships. It's not a magic fix, but rather a tool that helps couples access states of connection and understanding that may feel impossible in ordinary consciousness—especially when old wounds and defensive patterns are deeply entrenched.
THE ART OF MINDFUL KETAMINE THERAPY SCHEDULING
Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy isn't traditional therapy, and it shouldn't be scheduled like it either. During ketamine sessions, your brain becomes remarkably open to change—but that same plasticity means whatever state you're in when the effects wear off can get reinforced. This is why mindful scheduling matters: when you honor your sessions with thoughtful planning, you're creating sacred space for transformation to actually take hold, rather than getting immediately swept away by the chaos of daily life